Today I decided I would bring you a bit of a different post, it's not often I do quite personal posts on my blog so I decided I would share something with you. Growing up I was always the thin girl, I never had to worry about what I ate or didn't eat I always had a skinny waist and up until about two years ago I was between a size 6-8, and my sizes kept going up and up and I just didn't do anything about it just thinking it's only a size 10 and now staring at myself in the mirror I am ashamed of what I let myself become, although a size 12-14 isn't massive it's a shock to me. It sucks because when I was thin all I wanted to do was cover up in dark clothes and now I would love to do wear all of the brightly coloured tight dresses and the short shorts. Although I have recently started weight watchers to get myself back to that size 10 I once knew. I am shocked and annoyed that I let myself get this big, but my love for cake and sweets I guess I brought this on myself. Anyway less about me more about you, during this time when I am upset with my weight I have realized so many other good things about myself, like my smile and my hair and this has made me smile. The reason I am writing this post to you guys is just to let you know it's okay not to be perfect and that everyone has imperfections and that's okay, you can meet anyone in the world, including Zoella and even top supermodels and I bet they look at themselves in the same way you look at yourself and pick faults, but sometimes you need to take a step back and realize that you are perfect in your own way, and although you may not like every single part of your body, you are unique and you are gorgeous. If you are also doing weight watchers or trying to loose weight I'd love to talk to you and hear about your journey.

Me on my prom day 3 years ago.